after flipping through emails, i think that we all definitely need another half in life.
to get you through the lowest point of your life, to get through stress from exams and work, to get through every single occasion that's worth celebrating, or not. to get through every birthday and aniversaries, to get through all your firsts, to break into another world. to get through the late nights of mugging through phonecalls, to have lunch together even in the busiest day of your life. to get through the hardest time, to be there for each other at any point of time. to stand by each other and support our decisions no matter what. to fulfill each other's dreams, to light each other's candles, to drink each other's coffee, to wear each other's clothes, to fill each other's hands, to live and die together.

i think it's really magical, and the only miracle we can possibly get.

so this is how you think of me,
this is what i am to you.

this is like how people judge people, potrayed by their actions.
for the record, im still me.

i drank so much tea these days, five packets yesterday, two packets today plus three cups of ribena+7up. we gambled today, had steamboat for the third day, lohei with salad of cucumber duck meat peanuts and stuff which turned out to be pretty good. i ate so much cuttlefish and squids, im going to die from excess amount of tea in my stomach.

i need to shower now. and by the way the five packets of tea yesterday were chrysanthemum tea, greentea, lemontea, ok i cannot remember. and i have chemistry and chinese test tmr, i havent finish english summary. so much for the time just now.

ok, got to shower.

i havent done with the online stuff thing i wanted to settle all in the morning. cause change of plan, they came to my house, and i went over to their house, then mum went to fetch us home. quite fun, hahaha some embarassing moments, and fun. did amaths and english compre there, quite depressing to see this after a much exciting post.

and im going to go do some stuff, bye.
i think.

im watching hongkong dramas again. really better than singapore dramas. their storyline's good. i dont know how mayn times have i said that.

ah no visiting today, good and bad. im settling my online stuff. gawd i feel like killing the 8con artists. damnit. and my nieces havent arrive yet, the dog next next door has been barking the whole morning.

i needa run.

im feeling a little idk, so i went quote finding, a hobby i havent caught up with for a long time.

Except, I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyway. And fear means I have something to lose, right? And I don't want to lose you.
-Grey’s Anatomy

I mean, if life's so hard already, why do we bring more trouble down on ourselves? What's up with the need to hit the self-destruct button?
-Grey's Anatomy

Kat: I've been spilling my guts all weekend and I don't know anything about you.
Nick: I'm allergic to fabric softener, and I majored in comparative literature at Brown. I hate anchovies and I think I'd miss you even if we'd never met.
-The Wedding Date

You know, let’s just forget about everything.
All I want to do for the rest of this godforsaken night
is just stare at your face in the moonlight cause
that’s the only thing that matters to me.
-Dawson’s Creek

Well that's what we do, we fight...
You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch
& I tell you when you are a pain in the ass.
Which you are, 99% of the time.
I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings.
You have like a 2 second rebound rate,
then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
~ The Notebook

zero constructive work done, zero homework done, looking forward to tomorrow.

i don't feel sleepy, but i need to sleep. i am so touched by jiehui's post, hehehe she was like all thel aughter, mostly by her, how true. hahaha and i love the fact that i love her and the class, so many people to thank.

sometimes, i think you take advantage of my trust, you dont even care much for us, like we are not really your priority.

anyway three days without school was so good, i had enough sleep. i slept till three in the after nooon today. and i never knew my father wants me to get into a jc. the thing is i'm not.

ok, i need to sleep.

i've moved here, ultimately. i still cannot understand how the layouts and codings here works. blogger is so much easier to code.

today's boring and im staying at home. cause apparently, visiting have finished since we only visit one place every year, that's the only family im close to, father side. and saturday will be my niece and nephew coming over, sunday will be going over to aunt's place, so homework have to be done by today, and im not at any least interested in doing so.

i hate it when some one talks to me really really close to my ear, like my brother, and he's loud. ok, im hungry. it's almost dinner time, father's cooking i think.

i love the song mr and mrs jones, over the radio now. and, i changed the layout. i think im the only one awake right now. oh well, it's chinese new year already, this is how time shoots.

in a few months time, it'll be olevels, then the parting will be so much of agony. i think i will really really miss 4e3, it's kind of really we didnt really bonded, but i love the classmates, the shermeen clique and danny clique and my clique. yes, so much fun together right, lol. this is so not early to say, really.

and every one, or every relative of mine is wishing me good luck for olevels this year, this is getting really scary. and im glad they did actually.

i think ironically, it's really nice to see every one living with one another. and i think that every one should make friends with every one no matter they like them or not. because no matter what, there's got to be something you dont like about someone, and somehow, you are still going to be friends with him/her, hilarious.

i want to tell you something so badly, but it's never a good.

i feel so accomplished, and sense of satisfication, when i see people using my blog skin, like especially friend's friend's friend etc. and, it's like really nice cause at least there are people who find it good and use it.

i suddenly have like a lot of cny snacks at home now, cause of mum's friend bake this and that. and i think everyone's making the pineapple tarts. the best thing is im having an ulcer now. and i think it's the forth or fifth year having an ulcer during cny, bad.

okay, weird to blog here, but i like livejournal.

it's amusing and ironic how people can live together, be friends, and actually not really like each other and still treats each other good. like ou get what i mean, this is human, their character, we all know everyone's has their bad points, so why not start hating yourself, before you spend time to hate others right.